1 00:00:22,824 --> 00:00:27,051 IT WAS A QUIET DEATH 2 00:01:24,678 --> 00:01:26,864 I have to tell you about grandpa. 3 00:01:27,957 --> 00:01:28,864 He died. 4 00:01:30,306 --> 00:01:31,864 It was a quiet death. 5 00:01:45,808 --> 00:01:46,980 In 1985 6 00:01:48,372 --> 00:01:49,247 Martha, 7 00:01:50,047 --> 00:01:51,349 Anna and Markos 8 00:01:52,930 --> 00:01:54,307 were 33 years old. 9 00:01:56,130 --> 00:01:57,600 Grandpa was ageless. 10 00:02:25,380 --> 00:02:27,566 The house is now full of crickets. 11 00:03:35,301 --> 00:03:37,683 Grandpa, do the deceased tell stories? 12 00:03:41,125 --> 00:03:42,055 Grandpa! 13 00:03:43,302 --> 00:03:44,772 Are you really dead? 14 00:03:58,697 --> 00:03:59,962 Ma-rtha... 15 00:04:04,889 --> 00:04:06,638 Ma-rtha... 16 00:04:06,758 --> 00:04:08,164 What's your name? 17 00:04:08,964 --> 00:04:10,359 What's your name? 18 00:04:10,638 --> 00:04:12,294 Ma-rtha... 19 00:04:13,131 --> 00:04:14,154 It's Martha! 20 00:04:15,560 --> 00:04:16,639 Say Martha. 21 00:04:18,034 --> 00:04:18,946 Say it. 22 00:04:19,066 --> 00:04:19,950 Martha. 23 00:05:45,620 --> 00:05:46,569 Please... 24 00:05:48,225 --> 00:05:49,304 Talk to me. 25 00:05:51,436 --> 00:05:52,943 I know you're there. 26 00:05:55,436 --> 00:05:57,017 I want you to listen. 27 00:05:57,669 --> 00:05:59,231 You must listen to me. 28 00:06:17,466 --> 00:06:19,847 Nostalgia was in no way involved here. 29 00:07:21,362 --> 00:07:22,757 Don't turn it off. 30 00:07:23,348 --> 00:07:25,190 I enjoy watching images. 31 00:07:27,181 --> 00:07:29,283 Now what will my punishment be? 32 00:07:29,403 --> 00:07:31,162 Send me off to bed again? 33 00:07:31,282 --> 00:07:33,246 You know I'm here to help you. 34 00:07:33,366 --> 00:07:35,449 Wny don't you trust me anymore? 35 00:07:35,569 --> 00:07:37,025 Will you doctor me? 36 00:07:37,639 --> 00:07:41,416 In the clinic you may be attended by another doctor if you like. 37 00:08:01,676 --> 00:08:03,500 There's glass everywhere. 38 00:08:04,188 --> 00:08:06,123 In fact, Markos cut himself. 39 00:08:23,423 --> 00:08:26,493 Sometimes I imagine that I'm leading a simple life. 40 00:08:27,740 --> 00:08:29,582 And that you die actually. 41 00:08:32,725 --> 00:08:34,679 I live in a house by the sea. 42 00:08:36,297 --> 00:08:38,065 And you never visit there. 43 00:09:23,414 --> 00:09:25,312 Let's drink and talk. 44 00:09:26,416 --> 00:09:27,309 No more. 45 00:09:28,574 --> 00:09:29,839 Please, Martha. 46 00:09:31,457 --> 00:09:32,406 Enough. 47 00:09:33,752 --> 00:09:36,469 Since we parted I discovered cheap 48 00:09:36,934 --> 00:09:37,938 red wine. 49 00:09:41,380 --> 00:09:43,092 But Anna won't have any. 50 00:09:45,063 --> 00:09:46,701 Anna does not care... 51 00:09:47,259 --> 00:09:49,138 for cheap things. 52 00:09:50,459 --> 00:09:52,226 What do you know about me? 53 00:09:54,037 --> 00:09:56,214 Only that always listened to you. 54 00:09:57,684 --> 00:09:59,581 I was there when you spoke. 55 00:10:04,281 --> 00:10:05,601 Do you love me? 56 00:10:08,727 --> 00:10:10,234 Come on, lie to me. 57 00:10:11,481 --> 00:10:12,708 You love me. 58 00:10:15,934 --> 00:10:17,665 I don't want you to go. 59 00:10:19,562 --> 00:10:21,795 Also I don't know how to stop you. 60 00:10:29,735 --> 00:10:32,042 That's what I try to do every time. 61 00:10:32,749 --> 00:10:33,866 To stop you. 62 00:10:34,759 --> 00:10:36,359 So that you won't go. 63 00:10:37,762 --> 00:10:40,590 Doctor must never be wounded by the disease. 64 00:10:41,929 --> 00:10:42,897 Says Anna. 65 00:10:45,728 --> 00:10:48,296 Anna likes quoting when she speaks. 66 00:10:51,931 --> 00:10:54,163 What's that other thing you say... 67 00:10:55,280 --> 00:10:57,773 About that fucking novel 68 00:10:59,838 --> 00:11:03,032 which is always near the end but never gets written. 69 00:11:04,223 --> 00:11:05,655 How does it go... 70 00:11:07,671 --> 00:11:09,402 Internal violence... 71 00:11:10,927 --> 00:11:12,043 Violence... 72 00:11:12,163 --> 00:11:13,550 ...can not find... 73 00:11:13,670 --> 00:11:15,988 ...find its expressive counterpart. 74 00:11:20,804 --> 00:11:23,037 Martha, get dressed and let's go. 75 00:11:25,852 --> 00:11:27,145 No, it can not. 76 00:11:34,719 --> 00:11:36,003 It's not there. 77 00:12:19,139 --> 00:12:21,242 Now the birds are... 78 00:12:29,548 --> 00:12:32,395 The swallows are now... 79 00:12:45,691 --> 00:12:48,723 Now the partridges are... 80 00:12:58,499 --> 00:13:02,276 The partridges are now... 81 00:13:09,951 --> 00:13:13,877 ...sweetly tweeting and saying... 82 00:13:19,460 --> 00:13:21,432 Awaken... 83 00:13:26,393 --> 00:13:29,184 Awaken my master... 84 00:13:39,931 --> 00:13:42,926 My master awaken... 85 00:13:48,361 --> 00:13:51,319 Wake up sweet love of mine... 86 00:13:55,426 --> 00:13:57,751 How many years did we live together? 87 00:13:58,676 --> 00:13:59,848 Martha knows. 88 00:14:02,471 --> 00:14:04,369 But she's alone like Martha. 89 00:14:08,996 --> 00:14:10,354 All those years... 90 00:14:12,866 --> 00:14:15,973 I believed I was the reason you wouldn't grow up. 91 00:14:21,983 --> 00:14:23,080 I wonder... 92 00:14:24,606 --> 00:14:26,913 Why is it that only through disaster 93 00:14:27,254 --> 00:14:29,357 you become a friend to yourself. 94 00:14:30,752 --> 00:14:33,078 So now if she also destroys herself, 95 00:14:33,198 --> 00:14:35,292 who will she become a friend to? 96 00:14:35,961 --> 00:14:37,096 Asks Markos. 97 00:14:58,648 --> 00:15:02,573 At different periods, he used to love different parts of his body. 98 00:15:03,373 --> 00:15:05,773 At one time, he only loved his sleep. 99 00:15:07,202 --> 00:15:09,249 He never loved it as a whole. 100 00:15:10,756 --> 00:15:14,653 At different periods, she used to love different parts of my body. 101 00:15:15,081 --> 00:15:17,500 At one time, she only loved my sleep. 102 00:15:19,349 --> 00:15:21,544 She never loved me as a whole. 103 00:15:22,707 --> 00:15:26,577 At different periods, I used to love different parts of your body. 104 00:15:27,570 --> 00:15:30,007 At one time, I only loved your sleep. 105 00:15:31,291 --> 00:15:33,430 I never loved you as a whole. 106 00:16:36,263 --> 00:16:38,887 Now the birds are... 107 00:16:48,599 --> 00:16:51,650 Now the swallows... 108 00:17:05,085 --> 00:17:07,857 The partridges are now... 109 00:18:00,563 --> 00:18:01,381 Drink. 110 00:18:02,572 --> 00:18:04,916 Drink to get dizzy and go to sleep. 111 00:18:13,182 --> 00:18:15,470 Drink to get dizzy and go to sleep. 112 00:18:20,967 --> 00:18:21,785 Drink. 113 00:18:28,539 --> 00:18:30,790 Drink to get dizzy and go to sleep. 114 00:18:32,322 --> 00:18:33,160 Drink. 115 00:18:33,829 --> 00:18:35,448 And wish me something. 116 00:18:36,490 --> 00:18:39,522 I know about him, he wishes I'd been born a boy. 117 00:18:41,044 --> 00:18:42,998 You'll never pay the dues. 118 00:18:46,347 --> 00:18:47,779 Talk to her, Anna. 119 00:18:52,468 --> 00:18:54,366 You're not drinking, either. 120 00:18:54,645 --> 00:18:55,929 Why aren't you? 121 00:18:59,064 --> 00:19:00,943 You used to drink, remember? 122 00:19:01,612 --> 00:19:02,747 Didn't you? 123 00:19:04,217 --> 00:19:06,022 What do you know about me? 124 00:19:08,537 --> 00:19:10,435 Only that I always kept you. 125 00:19:13,449 --> 00:19:15,551 I was there when you wanted me. 126 00:19:18,582 --> 00:19:19,624 And now... 127 00:19:21,187 --> 00:19:22,899 Neither here nor there. 128 00:19:24,759 --> 00:19:26,973 Neither with me nor without me. 129 00:19:31,664 --> 00:19:34,064 Now you'll stay here and we'll drink. 130 00:19:35,329 --> 00:19:37,320 And make love all night long. 131 00:19:45,877 --> 00:19:47,310 Remember, Markos? 132 00:19:51,882 --> 00:19:53,315 He doesn't, Anna. 133 00:19:56,291 --> 00:19:57,631 It never was so. 134 00:20:00,716 --> 00:20:01,999 If it ever were. 135 00:20:05,181 --> 00:20:06,520 It wasn't me. 136 00:20:23,126 --> 00:20:24,652 Ah, alike of mine... 137 00:20:26,177 --> 00:20:27,573 Brother of mine... 138 00:20:35,926 --> 00:20:37,321 We've grown older. 139 00:20:43,609 --> 00:20:44,633 It's over. 140 00:20:58,968 --> 00:21:02,875 When I get out of the clinic shall we make a long journey together? 141 00:21:05,021 --> 00:21:07,272 You know what I dream of sometimes? 142 00:21:08,481 --> 00:21:11,188 Me teaching History in a provincial school. 143 00:21:12,853 --> 00:21:14,304 Going to bed early. 144 00:21:15,472 --> 00:21:17,500 And being free of you at last. 145 00:21:18,244 --> 00:21:20,979 Then why don't you fall in love with Anna? 146 00:21:21,835 --> 00:21:24,532 Instead of giving boys those strange looks? 147 00:21:29,342 --> 00:21:33,231 Each time you put me to sleep, don't you make love behind my back? 148 00:21:35,646 --> 00:21:37,190 Then Anna smokes... 149 00:21:40,427 --> 00:21:42,213 and you dream about boys. 150 00:21:48,201 --> 00:21:50,136 Why can't you kill yourself? 151 00:21:52,126 --> 00:21:53,596 Go properly mad? 152 00:21:55,436 --> 00:21:57,855 Disappear as if you never existed? 153 00:22:04,810 --> 00:22:06,317 Or perhaps die... 154 00:22:08,823 --> 00:22:09,697 ...now. 155 00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:11,409 Cry, Markos. 156 00:22:15,055 --> 00:22:16,841 I want to see your tears. 157 00:22:59,432 --> 00:23:00,939 Father, talk to me. 158 00:23:02,919 --> 00:23:03,942 Mother... 159 00:23:05,431 --> 00:23:06,473 Don't go. 160 00:26:31,018 --> 00:26:34,534 Who is the one cutting off the end with a pair of scissors 161 00:26:34,832 --> 00:26:35,948 every time? 162 00:28:32,914 --> 00:28:35,352 What are you trying to prove, Martha? 163 00:28:35,472 --> 00:28:37,039 I don't want to prove. 164 00:28:37,821 --> 00:28:39,161 I want to covet. 165 00:28:41,635 --> 00:28:43,663 You don't come see me anymore. 166 00:28:44,240 --> 00:28:47,719 I saw no reason in taming myself... doctor. 167 00:28:49,521 --> 00:28:51,698 You believe you don't need me now. 168 00:28:52,461 --> 00:28:54,582 Martha does not love the doctor. 169 00:28:57,286 --> 00:29:01,119 When you make a decision you also think of the one in contrast. 170 00:29:01,882 --> 00:29:05,230 Each day has its previous and its following night. 171 00:29:08,037 --> 00:29:09,730 You don't trust anyone. 172 00:29:10,697 --> 00:29:12,093 Not Markos either. 173 00:29:12,893 --> 00:29:15,181 I want to be madly in love with him. 174 00:29:18,192 --> 00:29:19,922 Martha cannot 175 00:29:20,443 --> 00:29:22,117 escape love 176 00:29:22,843 --> 00:29:24,592 Love she cannot, 177 00:29:25,128 --> 00:29:26,709 Martha escape. 178 00:29:30,040 --> 00:29:34,244 You drown yourself in alcohol because you cannot go on with your writing. 179 00:29:35,031 --> 00:29:38,287 And you don't write because you're constantly drunk. 180 00:29:39,124 --> 00:29:40,724 ...Martha escape... 181 00:29:40,844 --> 00:29:44,929 You want to end your life in a room drinking. 182 00:29:45,263 --> 00:29:46,454 ...escape... 183 00:29:47,794 --> 00:29:49,356 Is that what you want? 184 00:29:49,673 --> 00:29:51,849 ...cannot... Martha escape... 185 00:29:53,650 --> 00:29:55,678 Martha cannot 186 00:29:56,292 --> 00:29:57,948 escape love 187 00:29:58,581 --> 00:30:00,422 love she cannot 188 00:30:00,747 --> 00:30:02,626 Martha escape 189 00:30:17,328 --> 00:30:18,519 Are you cold? 190 00:30:22,389 --> 00:30:23,319 Thirsty. 191 00:30:38,029 --> 00:30:40,224 You cannot live with fear anymore. 192 00:30:42,717 --> 00:30:43,796 Nobody can. 193 00:30:47,387 --> 00:30:48,708 Fear is my body. 194 00:30:49,657 --> 00:30:50,550 Doctor. 195 00:30:52,243 --> 00:30:53,843 I'm not afraid of it. 196 00:30:59,141 --> 00:31:00,499 Look at my hands. 197 00:31:02,676 --> 00:31:04,164 They never grew up. 198 00:31:13,676 --> 00:31:15,295 Come with me, Martha. 199 00:31:19,996 --> 00:31:22,229 One day I'll wake up a new woman. 200 00:31:24,778 --> 00:31:26,471 New? Who's the old one? 201 00:31:33,183 --> 00:31:35,825 Now the birds... 202 00:31:46,160 --> 00:31:48,895 the swallows now are... 203 00:31:59,631 --> 00:32:02,645 now the partridges... 204 00:32:26,290 --> 00:32:28,969 ...are sweetly tweeting... 205 00:32:29,807 --> 00:32:31,574 ...and saying... 206 00:32:44,252 --> 00:32:46,800 Awaken my master... 207 00:32:54,778 --> 00:32:57,197 Awaken my master... 208 00:34:13,278 --> 00:34:14,711 I'm doing no harm. 209 00:34:15,530 --> 00:34:16,664 Don't worry. 210 00:34:17,539 --> 00:34:19,306 Anna called the clinic. 211 00:34:20,292 --> 00:34:21,930 Will you get dressed? 212 00:34:22,050 --> 00:34:24,264 If we take the cassettes with us. 213 00:34:24,384 --> 00:34:25,287 We will. 214 00:34:26,217 --> 00:34:27,277 All of them? 215 00:34:27,397 --> 00:34:28,543 All of them. 216 00:34:30,961 --> 00:34:32,726 They're grandpa's stories. 217 00:34:34,029 --> 00:34:35,945 I'm trying to remember them. 218 00:34:38,178 --> 00:34:40,726 You may listen to them while I'm asleep. 219 00:37:55,490 --> 00:37:56,811 I'm moving away. 220 00:37:57,406 --> 00:37:59,080 It's night and raining. 221 00:37:59,769 --> 00:38:00,885 I'm alright. 222 00:38:56,361 --> 00:38:58,333 I don't know the street name. 223 00:38:59,263 --> 00:39:00,603 I want to drink. 224 00:39:40,420 --> 00:39:41,759 FIRE AND CHAOS 225 00:39:45,390 --> 00:39:46,432 HELL 226 00:40:09,656 --> 00:40:11,349 NIGHT OF VIOLENCE 227 00:40:11,469 --> 00:40:12,577 MURDER 228 00:40:38,132 --> 00:40:39,434 I'm moving away. 229 00:40:39,554 --> 00:40:41,276 It's night and raining. 230 00:40:41,396 --> 00:40:42,485 I'm alright. 231 00:42:55,687 --> 00:42:56,636 Martha? 232 00:42:59,966 --> 00:43:00,877 Martha? 233 00:43:02,366 --> 00:43:03,352 Please... 234 00:43:05,082 --> 00:43:06,143 Talk to me. 235 00:43:08,475 --> 00:43:10,001 I know you're there. 236 00:43:17,676 --> 00:43:19,239 I want you to listen. 237 00:43:20,709 --> 00:43:22,309 You must listen to me. 238 00:43:23,146 --> 00:43:24,057 Martha! 239 00:43:48,158 --> 00:43:50,381 ...without an end or a beginning? 240 00:43:50,734 --> 00:43:54,306 Are there not any stories? Have there never been any stories? 241 00:43:55,087 --> 00:43:58,008 Are there only incidents without an end or a beginning? 242 00:43:59,179 --> 00:44:02,770 Are there not any stories? Have there never been any stories? 243 00:44:03,588 --> 00:44:06,900 Are there only incidents without an end or a beginning? 244 00:44:07,746 --> 00:44:11,374 Are there not any stories? Have there never been any stories? 245 00:44:12,064 --> 00:44:15,376 Are there only incidents without an end or a beginning? 246 00:44:16,166 --> 00:44:19,738 Are there not any stories? Have there never been any stories? 247 00:44:20,613 --> 00:44:23,944 Are there only incidents without an end or a beginning? 248 00:44:24,724 --> 00:44:28,364 Are there not any stories? Have there never been any stories? 249 00:44:29,101 --> 00:44:32,413 Are there only incidents without an end or a beginning? 250 00:44:33,238 --> 00:44:36,866 Are there not any stories? Have there never been any stories? 251 00:45:28,540 --> 00:45:30,549 You want it? I'm selling it. 252 00:45:30,669 --> 00:45:32,355 What would I do with it? 253 00:45:35,834 --> 00:45:37,266 You don't want it? 254 00:45:38,234 --> 00:45:39,927 What would I do with it? 255 00:45:46,949 --> 00:45:49,889 Turtles live for many years. Maybe even 1.000. 256 00:46:21,254 --> 00:46:23,337 How will I get out of the city? 257 00:46:29,025 --> 00:46:30,644 How will I get out... 258 00:47:50,310 --> 00:47:53,909 What's a tall thin monk with no bones? (a riddle for "smoke") 259 00:47:56,263 --> 00:47:57,361 It's no use. 260 00:48:00,038 --> 00:48:01,582 Calling the police. 261 00:48:04,001 --> 00:48:05,498 She'll come herself. 262 00:48:06,770 --> 00:48:08,308 She's done it before. 263 00:48:08,428 --> 00:48:10,956 But she hasn't come. She's not here now. 264 00:48:11,076 --> 00:48:13,393 And you can't tell me where she is. 265 00:48:19,274 --> 00:48:20,911 Whenever I lost her... 266 00:48:22,325 --> 00:48:23,981 I imagined her as dead. 267 00:48:25,745 --> 00:48:28,052 That somebody would kill her on me. 268 00:48:29,503 --> 00:48:33,252 Or that something took away her memory and she'd never return. 269 00:48:33,372 --> 00:48:36,638 And every time she found us both here waiting for her. 270 00:48:37,297 --> 00:48:39,437 Martha has no rules in her game. 271 00:48:41,316 --> 00:48:42,693 Don't forget that. 272 00:48:43,139 --> 00:48:44,572 She never had any. 273 00:48:47,703 --> 00:48:50,494 The last time she asked me to sleep with her 274 00:48:52,205 --> 00:48:54,401 she meant to... torture me. 275 00:48:55,033 --> 00:48:57,414 To accuse me of apathy and coldness. 276 00:49:00,720 --> 00:49:03,120 She wanted to see me cry like a child. 277 00:49:06,964 --> 00:49:08,285 I failed in her. 278 00:49:10,071 --> 00:49:12,322 I didn't manage to make her grow up. 279 00:49:13,383 --> 00:49:14,852 Live a real life. 280 00:49:16,117 --> 00:49:18,238 Isn't that what you want to say? 281 00:49:18,358 --> 00:49:20,597 Can you tell me where she is now? 282 00:49:22,718 --> 00:49:24,243 What if she's lost? 283 00:49:25,924 --> 00:49:28,008 Responsibility was always on me. 284 00:49:30,073 --> 00:49:32,204 Tenderness a privilege of yours. 285 00:49:57,354 --> 00:49:58,898 For a whole night... 286 00:50:00,926 --> 00:50:02,740 I had stayed by her side. 287 00:50:07,844 --> 00:50:09,221 She was shivering 288 00:50:10,579 --> 00:50:11,881 and stuttering... 289 00:50:12,290 --> 00:50:14,374 "It is too dark inside of me". 290 00:50:16,659 --> 00:50:19,729 "Also a body that all the time wants to exit mine". 291 00:50:21,608 --> 00:50:24,306 "Perhaps that's what they call soul, Anna?" 292 00:50:27,315 --> 00:50:28,264 "Anna?" 293 00:50:36,499 --> 00:50:40,239 The next day when she woke up, she was calm and smiling at me. 294 00:50:44,289 --> 00:50:47,210 I looked at her and I wished I had killed her. 295 00:50:49,089 --> 00:50:51,080 That she had never been born. 296 00:50:58,030 --> 00:51:01,081 Every night I'd dream of my body as a soul. 297 00:51:03,478 --> 00:51:05,245 And listened to its voice. 298 00:51:08,948 --> 00:51:09,896 "Anna?" 299 00:51:15,362 --> 00:51:16,255 "Anna?" 300 00:51:35,244 --> 00:51:36,770 I'm growing old. 301 00:51:41,291 --> 00:51:42,296 I've aged. 302 00:51:50,471 --> 00:51:53,336 Nobody can bear all that love Martha asks for. 303 00:51:55,642 --> 00:51:57,075 Not even herself. 304 00:52:12,786 --> 00:52:14,404 Shall we look for her? 305 00:52:17,697 --> 00:52:18,748 I'm tired. 306 00:52:20,507 --> 00:52:22,516 And scared as much as you are. 307 00:54:14,786 --> 00:54:17,954 Grandpa was born so as to die along with the century. 308 00:54:18,768 --> 00:54:21,954 Grandpa was born so as to die along with the century. 309 00:54:22,382 --> 00:54:25,626 Grandpa was born so as to die along with the century. 310 00:54:29,226 --> 00:54:31,980 History is a nightmare and I cannot wake up. 311 00:54:33,617 --> 00:54:35,794 The future is going to be events. 312 00:54:35,914 --> 00:54:37,059 Only events. 313 00:54:37,707 --> 00:54:39,419 And the main thing is... 314 00:54:39,539 --> 00:54:41,614 They'll be as short as possible. 315 00:54:43,158 --> 00:54:45,670 The last of us will be museum preservers 316 00:54:46,042 --> 00:54:47,493 or insane prophets. 317 00:54:51,015 --> 00:54:53,954 I exist within this endless dispute with Time. 318 00:54:55,629 --> 00:54:57,731 Memory is inhabited by children. 319 00:54:58,616 --> 00:54:59,956 And mad people. 320 00:55:01,686 --> 00:55:02,877 Without birth? 321 00:55:05,035 --> 00:55:06,728 The mind gets crushed. 322 00:55:08,329 --> 00:55:10,264 And the body snoops. 323 00:55:12,225 --> 00:55:13,192 Before... 324 00:55:14,011 --> 00:55:14,960 After... 325 00:55:16,392 --> 00:55:17,416 And Now... 326 00:55:18,848 --> 00:55:20,020 Without birth. 327 00:55:20,523 --> 00:55:22,874 I don't know any stories to tell you. 328 00:55:24,064 --> 00:55:25,274 All sentences 329 00:55:25,906 --> 00:55:27,469 deport me into myself. 330 00:55:29,962 --> 00:55:32,027 If I die now I'll die alone. 331 00:55:33,996 --> 00:55:35,354 Exactly like you. 332 00:55:38,152 --> 00:55:39,455 And I love you. 333 00:55:39,901 --> 00:55:41,315 Exactly like you. 334 00:55:42,048 --> 00:55:43,611 I'm neither silent... 335 00:55:44,299 --> 00:55:45,769 nor talking to you. 336 00:55:47,927 --> 00:55:50,067 If you're asking me about myself 337 00:55:51,135 --> 00:55:52,996 stories are going to be sad. 338 00:55:54,466 --> 00:55:56,475 If you ask me about the world 339 00:55:56,595 --> 00:55:58,540 I only have dark prophecies. 340 00:56:00,884 --> 00:56:02,801 Somehow our life's finished. 341 00:56:04,122 --> 00:56:05,926 In spite of all the love. 342 00:56:07,322 --> 00:56:08,624 Without birth. 343 00:56:11,452 --> 00:56:12,475 History... 344 00:56:13,682 --> 00:56:15,059 is a nightmare... 345 00:56:16,473 --> 00:56:18,073 and I cannot wake up. 346 00:56:19,748 --> 00:56:21,980 The future is going to be events. 347 00:56:22,609 --> 00:56:23,502 Only... 348 00:56:24,842 --> 00:56:25,716 events. 349 00:56:27,465 --> 00:56:29,177 And the main thing is... 350 00:56:29,772 --> 00:56:31,372 As short as possible. 351 00:56:34,582 --> 00:56:35,977 The last of us... 352 00:56:37,280 --> 00:56:39,177 will be museum preservers... 353 00:56:41,280 --> 00:56:42,749 or insane prophets. 354 00:56:45,869 --> 00:56:48,269 I don't know any stories to tell you. 355 00:56:49,943 --> 00:56:51,283 All sentences... 356 00:56:52,072 --> 00:56:53,653 deport me into myself. 357 00:56:56,518 --> 00:56:57,318 If... 358 00:56:57,635 --> 00:56:58,751 I die now... 359 00:57:01,039 --> 00:57:02,360 I'll die alone. 360 00:57:04,019 --> 00:57:05,507 Exactly like you. 361 00:57:05,898 --> 00:57:09,079 I exist within this endless dispute with Time. 362 00:57:09,199 --> 00:57:10,530 And I love you. 363 00:57:11,197 --> 00:57:12,610 Exactly like you. 364 00:57:12,730 --> 00:57:15,550 Memory is inhabited by children. 365 00:57:17,708 --> 00:57:18,992 And mad people. 366 00:57:21,317 --> 00:57:22,638 Without birth. 367 00:57:25,968 --> 00:57:27,642 The mind gets crushed. 368 00:57:29,856 --> 00:57:31,531 And the body snoops. 369 00:57:34,634 --> 00:57:35,675 Before... 370 00:57:36,940 --> 00:57:37,982 After... 371 00:57:40,047 --> 00:57:41,098 And Now... 372 00:57:43,647 --> 00:57:44,912 Without birth. 373 00:57:47,476 --> 00:57:48,927 I'm neither silent. 374 00:57:50,043 --> 00:57:51,531 Nor talking to you. 375 00:57:54,285 --> 00:57:56,164 If you're asking about me... 376 00:57:57,718 --> 00:57:59,597 Stories are going to be sad. 377 00:58:01,718 --> 00:58:03,857 If you ask me about the world... 378 00:58:05,290 --> 00:58:07,790 I only have dark prophecies. 379 00:58:10,767 --> 00:58:12,646 Somehow our life's finished. 380 00:58:14,755 --> 00:58:16,559 In spite of all the love. 381 00:58:18,345 --> 00:58:19,685 Without birth. 382 00:58:21,303 --> 00:58:24,656 Grandpa was born so as to die along with the century. 383 00:58:26,389 --> 00:58:28,101 He's not breathing now. 384 00:58:28,566 --> 00:58:30,147 He cannot die either. 385 00:58:31,268 --> 00:58:34,357 Father is very close to sleep and cannot sleep. 386 00:58:35,879 --> 00:58:37,907 Mother is close to silence 387 00:58:38,707 --> 00:58:40,605 and she cannot keep silent. 388 00:58:42,037 --> 00:58:43,712 In 1985... 389 00:58:44,796 --> 00:58:45,727 Martha, 390 00:58:46,527 --> 00:58:47,866 Anna and Markos 391 00:58:49,094 --> 00:58:50,545 were 33 years old. 392 00:58:52,034 --> 00:58:53,578 Grandpa was ageless. 393 00:58:54,938 --> 00:58:58,147 Grandpa was born so as to die along with the century. 394 01:03:41,543 --> 01:03:42,883 He's breathing. 395 01:03:45,711 --> 01:03:47,013 He's breathing. 396 01:03:51,808 --> 01:03:53,129 He's breathing. 397 01:03:54,432 --> 01:03:55,734 He'll be saved. 398 01:03:56,125 --> 01:03:57,315 I'll save him. 399 01:03:58,559 --> 01:03:59,842 He'll be saved. 400 01:04:00,717 --> 01:04:02,019 I'll save him. 401 01:04:02,875 --> 01:04:04,940 He's breathing, he won't die. 402 01:04:07,235 --> 01:04:08,556 He's breathing. 403 01:04:08,676 --> 01:04:10,472 He's breathing, breathing. 404 01:04:11,979 --> 01:04:13,189 He won't die. 405 01:05:48,396 --> 01:05:49,233 Anna? 406 01:05:50,759 --> 01:05:51,540 Mar... 407 01:06:04,542 --> 01:06:05,602 He'll die. 408 01:06:10,011 --> 01:06:11,016 He'll die. 409 01:06:18,484 --> 01:06:19,526 He'll die. 410 01:08:39,681 --> 01:08:40,853 Are you lost? 411 01:08:41,725 --> 01:08:43,492 I'm heading on backwards. 412 01:08:45,464 --> 01:08:46,711 You're soaked. 413 01:08:48,515 --> 01:08:51,176 Do you have a radio or a cassette player? 414 01:08:51,296 --> 01:08:54,531 Both but I don't use them. I want to hear the engine. 415 01:12:28,040 --> 01:12:30,701 Nigger was guarding Plataros' alley. 416 01:12:31,315 --> 01:12:34,236 Just round the corner from the old ice factory. 417 01:12:34,775 --> 01:12:36,654 Noone dared go near that area. 418 01:12:39,100 --> 01:12:43,100 One night, I was a young man then, around 15 or 17... 419 01:12:44,272 --> 01:12:45,891 I knock back a tone... 420 01:12:46,281 --> 01:12:49,474 down at the meadow where I was guarding the lambs... 421 01:12:49,594 --> 01:12:51,446 and I get plastered on wine. 422 01:12:52,687 --> 01:12:53,767 Night fell. 423 01:12:55,180 --> 01:12:57,049 Now how could I pass through? 424 01:12:57,169 --> 01:12:58,779 With Nigger on guard? 425 01:12:59,914 --> 01:13:01,830 But then I was also drunk... 426 01:13:02,574 --> 01:13:05,533 Nigger or no Nigger, I'm passing through! 427 01:13:09,140 --> 01:13:11,298 I make the first step... 428 01:13:12,675 --> 01:13:14,294 the lambs didn't move. 429 01:13:14,815 --> 01:13:16,438 Not this nor that way. 430 01:13:17,722 --> 01:13:19,452 I push and I hit them... 431 01:13:21,220 --> 01:13:22,429 Not an inch... 432 01:13:22,727 --> 01:13:25,276 Their eyes and legs were fixed still... 433 01:13:28,309 --> 01:13:30,188 I was left speechless, too. 434 01:13:32,086 --> 01:13:33,630 All that darkness... 435 01:13:34,430 --> 01:13:35,602 and silence... 436 01:13:37,351 --> 01:13:38,616 Second Advent... 437 01:13:41,567 --> 01:13:43,799 I didn't even know how I got home. 438 01:13:45,288 --> 01:13:46,516 I sneak in... 439 01:13:48,266 --> 01:13:50,257 to avoid my mother and father 440 01:13:51,019 --> 01:13:53,066 and drop onto bed like a log. 441 01:13:53,186 --> 01:13:56,694 I didn't care where the animals ended, I only saved myself. 442 01:13:59,503 --> 01:14:00,786 Then suddenly... 443 01:14:03,093 --> 01:14:04,693 I hear laughing... 444 01:14:05,661 --> 01:14:07,075 in the next room. 445 01:14:09,140 --> 01:14:10,163 I go in... 446 01:14:11,409 --> 01:14:12,860 and what do I see... 447 01:14:13,977 --> 01:14:14,963 The lambs! 448 01:14:16,860 --> 01:14:17,960 The lambs... 449 01:14:18,758 --> 01:14:20,042 sitting there... 450 01:14:20,328 --> 01:14:22,393 cross-legged and having a smoke! 451 01:14:23,305 --> 01:14:25,239 Just as I see you right now! 452 01:14:25,630 --> 01:14:27,286 A vision, you'll say... 453 01:14:28,867 --> 01:14:30,318 Well, if he wants... 454 01:14:30,635 --> 01:14:32,737 the Adversary can do anything... 455 01:14:36,514 --> 01:14:37,797 My Grandpa said. 456 01:14:42,555 --> 01:14:44,621 And he wanted to cry out loud. 457 01:14:46,332 --> 01:14:48,230 To prove that he didn't die. 458 01:15:35,397 --> 01:15:37,331 Don't you have a fiancée? 459 01:16:15,309 --> 01:16:17,095 First I saw the corpse... 460 01:16:18,807 --> 01:16:21,021 and later the killing took place. 461 01:23:24,346 --> 01:23:27,353 Subs by never4ever for KG / Aug 2014